05 December 2008
I'm just tired. Emotionally, physically and mentally. I feel like there is so much weighing on me and, logically, I know I can't fix most of it. That knowledge doesn't make it any better, though. I just want things to turn around - for me, for my loved ones. I want to feel like I'm moving in the right direction. I want to feel that I have some purpose. I know, I know, this sounds pathetic. I'm just really frustrated with life and I don't know how to make the changes that would turn it around. I want to be in the mood for the holidays. I want to be happy.